Sunday, September 8, 2013

The Storm

Everywhere around me there's sunshine and blue sky

But inside me I feel a storm coming

I can feel the thunder and see the lightning
My emotions are in an uproar
My dreams are fighting my reality
I'm doing everything I can to keep back the rain

I'm fighting the rain
I'm fighting the rain
I'M FIGHTING THE RAIN

Sigh…I don't want it to rain

I don't want to acknowledge the pain that brings the rain
But I am weak, mentally and physically drained…
I'm tired

I can't hold back anymore
I give in
…and so the rain begins

And I remember
I feel
I cry
I SCREAM
I BLAME
I MOURN
I RANT AND RAVE!!!

…until I am empty of all those emotions inside of me

I feel drained
I sleep

I wake up feeling new
Energetic
Alive
…Hungry for life, for love

I feel cleansed…
Ready to begin again

**Sometimes, all you need is a good cry.
    So go ahead cry,  release your pain, and begin anew.